I have rarely been as anxious, took down another three trees today and organised some more stuff.
Hopefully I will get better at this. I have had a work obsessed, avoidant life. I think the only way I had anything approaching normality in the past was by knowing people for a very long time and/or being a hardcore drinker.
On a pineapple bender at the moment, the skin is responding well.
A few more trees to go, I will be tackling some tomorrow along with the usual Victorian raspberry collection. In the meantime am finishing up some other jobs I was ignoring.
Rarely been so glad to be wrong about anything. Still terrified.
Awaiting a large bill, once that is done I may be signing myself up for a course shortly.
Ina